I have missed a couple weeks here on the blog. I was feeling overwhelmed, falling behind in the work and had moments I thought of quitting the course.
The good news? Because of the MKE course, I now have an understanding of my old blueprint, the way I have always done things before. (you know, the easy way, where I didn’t have to think or observe or consciously make a change) I also understand that “if I always do what I’ve always done, I will always get what I’ve always got”. So, since it has been my pattern, or blueprint, if you will, to quit and not follow through, I know that if I follow that same pattern/blueprint, I will stay exactly where I’m at.
I DON’T WANT TO STAY WHERE I’M AT! This course has been so enlightening to me, helping me understand things I knew to be true, but didn’t fully understand. I’m only 8 weeks into a 26 week course…there’s so much more to uncover and learn.
I will not let my old subconscious blueprint continue to rob me of the life I was put on this earth to live. The life full of passion and the gifts that were given to me to share with the rest of the world, the ones that only I can give.
I am catching up on the work, because seriously, what in my life is more important than finding and working toward my true passion, my Definite Major Purpose for being on this planet? Not to mention that the feeling of overwhelm is being obliterated. There is a possibility there will be more thoughts and feelings of overwhelm or quitting that come along, but I understand where they are coming from, and I know how to leave them behind and create new thoughts and feelings.
Sorry old blueprint. Not this time.